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im having a hard time with this....
i start school wednesday... i hope i do good
i am always shaking so im going to the doctor .... and i need to make an eye appointment
i have stuff that needs to get done but i cant get my mind set on doing it ... my mind is in other places
I hate work and i almost quit sunday... or maybe got fired, no i think i would have quit before they fired me but yah so im pretty stressed about that. i need to find a new job.\
im worried that im not going to be happy in or with my future so im pretty sure i have to do something to change that now.
alot of people that i hang out with .... 90% are leaving so im left with buza and bret... but mostly i will be doing nothing anyway.
Im Extreemly depressed lately and i have been having anxiety attacks all the time. i want it to stop
overall
I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE AND UTTER SHIT AND I FEEL LIKE ALL OF THIS IS A BAD DREAM AND IM GOING TO WAKE UP.......... BUT ITS NOT.
i start school wednesday... i hope i do good
i am always shaking so im going to the doctor .... and i need to make an eye appointment
i have stuff that needs to get done but i cant get my mind set on doing it ... my mind is in other places
I hate work and i almost quit sunday... or maybe got fired, no i think i would have quit before they fired me but yah so im pretty stressed about that. i need to find a new job.\
im worried that im not going to be happy in or with my future so im pretty sure i have to do something to change that now.
alot of people that i hang out with .... 90% are leaving so im left with buza and bret... but mostly i will be doing nothing anyway.
Im Extreemly depressed lately and i have been having anxiety attacks all the time. i want it to stop
overall
I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE AND UTTER SHIT AND I FEEL LIKE ALL OF THIS IS A BAD DREAM AND IM GOING TO WAKE UP.......... BUT ITS NOT.