crossroads fucking suck.
the junior retreat made me think alot about my character and what i want to do with my life. the truth is. every time i make a choice. i always look back. everything is pretty much fucked. people don't make sense to me and i probably don't make sense to them. so its all good right. actually it fucking sucks. i'm tired of looking back at those times that we had in the past. the past is all i have. i used to be really positive but now i hate alot of things and im pretty much cold inside. maybe someday i will find my way. as for now. i'm lost. friends or values. friends or values......