Chain-Linked days that haunt my sanity
Well here I am again, in a mess...starting my life over again...going crazy becuz I have nothing, not even an idea of where to begin. I feel so lost, it's so hard to keep going in life when things are always changing, I cant get used to one thing, it's becomin harder for me to trust ppl, and I'm just starting to give up alot easier. All confidence and perserverance I once had is slowly diminishing. It's just no use what I try to achieve it just fails me in the end. Everytime things begin to go so well, they jsut flip on me. I've become so naive. It start with one simple thing everyday then it all a simple process to which links all events together. Things are becomn much too difficult to mask with my faulty smiles, and my laughs of inner depression. I'm still trying to be strong...I have no help from anyone, maybe it's just they dont understand.
I'm here laying on the ground nothing to recoil me. I have a ton of weight on my chest pinning me to the ground, I have no strength left to push it off. I've grasped what I can of my life, whats left to grasp, there isnt much but, I'm not throwing in the towel. It's hard try yet it's hard to give up. I hope the glare my life has put upon me doesnt blind my sight for the future. I feel the events that had placed their stare on me does not turn me to stone.
I'm here laying on the ground nothing to recoil me. I have a ton of weight on my chest pinning me to the ground, I have no strength left to push it off. I've grasped what I can of my life, whats left to grasp, there isnt much but, I'm not throwing in the towel. It's hard try yet it's hard to give up. I hope the glare my life has put upon me doesnt blind my sight for the future. I feel the events that had placed their stare on me does not turn me to stone.