Guess who I was thinking about? You're right of course. Him. It's killing me inside. I found a website called ljseek.com and you can go back and search old journals even after they're deleted. So I went and looked for his and found 10 public entries. I read through them and I broke down. You know what? I can't get over this. It's been so long and I ( Read more... )

i cried like three times today. that's basically an all time record for this year. i'm pouring like crazy. i dunno why, but it feels like my life is falling apart. maybe it's cause i'm PMSing and stuff. or not. because that's never a good enough excuse but i just feel like crap today, and last night. i'm just overanalyzing things and ( Read more... )

LAWL
i just realised something.
boyfriends suck. yes, yes they do. they mess up your life. but...well it really depends on the type of boyfriend, but most screw around with you. and girlfriends too. yeah, they mess up your life. but if you're alone...you can't screw anything up. except screw yourself up. does that make any sense?

maybe after ( Read more... )

i just got my proactiv thing yesterday and i used it last night and then like broke into like bumps and redness and itchiness. it's gross...i thought this might the one thing that could cure my acne...but it's not! fuck. it looks like i'm majorly sunburned and red and so many people were looking at my face and wondering what happened but didn't ( Read more... )

i just posted some stuff on "whatwemiss" community. it was obviously, about erik ( Read more... )