QuiLt TriP :o
ShEw....i dunnO whayt imma do w/ myself...in the last few senconds between todays journal entries...i figured id rite what i really need to0!? ii HayVe been lyke goin on these huge quilt tripps and theyare gettin bad!? i really want to go to muh sister about it but im afraid she wont listen to me and understand and tri to help me!? :'( i just hayve to STOP!? its gettin ridiculus and out of hand!? and im start'n to get pised at myself for it!? but i just hope God is here w/ me eveystep of the way and Satan will BAK OFF!? b/c i dont want to walk in his ways anymore!? i DONT WANT TO!? i want to b a child of God not a demon of Satan!? just listen to the difference!? what wuld u choose? i mean honestly???? but wlp i just needed to get out a bit of the grudge i was holdin against myself.... if u need 2 please comment!? but g'nite and sweit dreams!?
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_jess_
side note:: i dont care what people think of me anymore!? but i do care what i think about myself!? i am butiful , im a wonderful person, & yes i do have my mishaps but i learn from them and try to change it!? and i want to be a better person!? -just thght id mention-