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Well tonight was... decent... yeah earlier today during practice everyone knew that something was wrong with scott and he still didnt tell us after we tried our hardest to find out what was wrong. Well we just found out that he is... really dissapointed with us. I hope that doesnt change... but i dont like how he said that we are nothing without him... maybe that was just a little over the top, but hopefully what was said was out of dissapointment or anger.
Tonight had several ups and downs. We got to the show and we were all pumped and ready to play and we were supposed to play 3rd or 4th, but it turned out that we were going to headline. That was really cool until what happened later and ill tell you that ina few. Well several people that i knew were at this show and it was really awesome. I met some girl named kayla or something like that and yeah we just cuddled or w/e, nothing too special... just a lot of flirting i guess. Well yeah then i ran into my ex gf from 8th grade and that was really really WEIRD i heard that she got pregnant and everything so yeah i was just like whoa... didnt think that i would see her again, but yeah i did and that was fun. Well yeah the bands that played were decent i guess. Sicinside was a metal band that was somewhat hXc i guess, but yeah all of the hXc kids there loved my dancing and yeah i guess they want me to join their "crew" or w/e and i honestly thought that i was a bad dancer, but w/e. I met sooo many cool kids tonight and that was just great getting away from all of these familiar ones and just knowing... that... these kids think that your an awesome guy and that your just a great person and everything, that just makes me feel a lil better about myself i guess. Marcie was there, she has been kind of... i dont know how to say it... just like mean or something lately... so yeah wasnt really digging that, but yeah ill live with it. Umm well yeah the worst part of tonight was that during sicinside the cops showed up and made us stop playing and it was extremely cold out... so now im just like deathly ill :'-(. Yeah well Nick from Iscariot is an awesome kid and its his bday so yeah i really wanted to here them, but they were the other band that didnt get to play, so i told them that i wanted them to play with us on our next show, so they said that they wanted us to play with them on the 18th... kind of cool how these band things work.
In other news... ill just get into my personal life now... someone who has always meant soo much to me and i know always will still holds a really special place in my heart... ive tried to lie about it and everything and just forget about it... but i guess... i never will and I still sit around and just pray that Ill have that one chance... Yeah... talking about this is just getting to me... well thats it
Tonight had several ups and downs. We got to the show and we were all pumped and ready to play and we were supposed to play 3rd or 4th, but it turned out that we were going to headline. That was really cool until what happened later and ill tell you that ina few. Well several people that i knew were at this show and it was really awesome. I met some girl named kayla or something like that and yeah we just cuddled or w/e, nothing too special... just a lot of flirting i guess. Well yeah then i ran into my ex gf from 8th grade and that was really really WEIRD i heard that she got pregnant and everything so yeah i was just like whoa... didnt think that i would see her again, but yeah i did and that was fun. Well yeah the bands that played were decent i guess. Sicinside was a metal band that was somewhat hXc i guess, but yeah all of the hXc kids there loved my dancing and yeah i guess they want me to join their "crew" or w/e and i honestly thought that i was a bad dancer, but w/e. I met sooo many cool kids tonight and that was just great getting away from all of these familiar ones and just knowing... that... these kids think that your an awesome guy and that your just a great person and everything, that just makes me feel a lil better about myself i guess. Marcie was there, she has been kind of... i dont know how to say it... just like mean or something lately... so yeah wasnt really digging that, but yeah ill live with it. Umm well yeah the worst part of tonight was that during sicinside the cops showed up and made us stop playing and it was extremely cold out... so now im just like deathly ill :'-(. Yeah well Nick from Iscariot is an awesome kid and its his bday so yeah i really wanted to here them, but they were the other band that didnt get to play, so i told them that i wanted them to play with us on our next show, so they said that they wanted us to play with them on the 18th... kind of cool how these band things work.
In other news... ill just get into my personal life now... someone who has always meant soo much to me and i know always will still holds a really special place in my heart... ive tried to lie about it and everything and just forget about it... but i guess... i never will and I still sit around and just pray that Ill have that one chance... Yeah... talking about this is just getting to me... well thats it