trapped, trapped with all this self hate guilt floats around my head cant cry although i try
well i havent been on in forever bc the ppl at the internet place are morons.
ive been haning out in ealrville alot. a lot of good times. gteting drunk coming home at 2 in the morning and getting flipped out on by the mother. fun shit. i got back from indiana beach the other day. it was the best thing ever. me and tay checking out all the hotties, tay slipping in front of sum hotties, jumping in a dirty disgusting lake...also fun shit. we met alot of guy too...joey billy corey danny LJ steve..etc. it was fun althought steve scared me at first and i would talk to him the first day. but Lj was really cool. we made friends with one of the guys that worked there...justin i sang britney spears nsync and backstreet boys too him then got on the ridew a couple times and me and tay sang aar mest and shit lol it was fun. then we went along to the falling star...the first night we went on there and there were these chicks so me and tay had a screaming contest with then...omg i thought i was gunna die of laughter. tay did this fake cry...hilarious. we totally won...stupid bitches!! there was a hottie hot hot running that shit too...and he showed us his sexy ass belly....sighs. the second day we went back and we made a new friend..he was the new guy running the ride..i named him Rosco..i thought it was a good name for him.
ok ok ok...so while there i really true think i met the guy of my dreams!!! he was goregous!!...i wanted to like do him in the roller coaster lol. he was perfect. lol just sumthing about him omg!...its sad tho bc i didnt get to talk to him and i dont know his name and ill pretty never ever see him again but omg ill nver forget him lol. he was like beautiful. i went on the roller coaster alot just to see him. taylor didnt think he was hot but in my eyes he was perfect. lol.
guys are still confusing i dont think that will ever change. lately ive been wanting to tell alot of ppl things i wanna just come out and say it but i nkow it will make things akward and mess things up. a lot of ppl have been confusing me lately. i mean i wanna say sumthing but i know i should. i wish i could say sumthings but i really cant bc i know it will mess things up so i guess ill just keep things to myself.i know its not a good thing to do but its the best thing to do right now.
well there is tons more but i really just dont wanna type it so...
-Kels-
ive been haning out in ealrville alot. a lot of good times. gteting drunk coming home at 2 in the morning and getting flipped out on by the mother. fun shit. i got back from indiana beach the other day. it was the best thing ever. me and tay checking out all the hotties, tay slipping in front of sum hotties, jumping in a dirty disgusting lake...also fun shit. we met alot of guy too...joey billy corey danny LJ steve..etc. it was fun althought steve scared me at first and i would talk to him the first day. but Lj was really cool. we made friends with one of the guys that worked there...justin i sang britney spears nsync and backstreet boys too him then got on the ridew a couple times and me and tay sang aar mest and shit lol it was fun. then we went along to the falling star...the first night we went on there and there were these chicks so me and tay had a screaming contest with then...omg i thought i was gunna die of laughter. tay did this fake cry...hilarious. we totally won...stupid bitches!! there was a hottie hot hot running that shit too...and he showed us his sexy ass belly....sighs. the second day we went back and we made a new friend..he was the new guy running the ride..i named him Rosco..i thought it was a good name for him.
ok ok ok...so while there i really true think i met the guy of my dreams!!! he was goregous!!...i wanted to like do him in the roller coaster lol. he was perfect. lol just sumthing about him omg!...its sad tho bc i didnt get to talk to him and i dont know his name and ill pretty never ever see him again but omg ill nver forget him lol. he was like beautiful. i went on the roller coaster alot just to see him. taylor didnt think he was hot but in my eyes he was perfect. lol.
guys are still confusing i dont think that will ever change. lately ive been wanting to tell alot of ppl things i wanna just come out and say it but i nkow it will make things akward and mess things up. a lot of ppl have been confusing me lately. i mean i wanna say sumthing but i know i should. i wish i could say sumthings but i really cant bc i know it will mess things up so i guess ill just keep things to myself.i know its not a good thing to do but its the best thing to do right now.
well there is tons more but i really just dont wanna type it so...
-Kels-