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it seems like forever since my last update. I almost updating the other day. It was all finished and everything but then i decided not to post it.
Soo...My dad is sick again. back in the hospital.It really depresses me every time. I get to thinking about things. I over analyze things and my mind just goes CRAZY!. I hate it. Like yesterday i realized I took so much for granted. and I don,t wanna be the type of person that takes everything for granted and when that thing is gone realize how much i missed out on it or how i didnt realize what i had until it was gone... I mean there are people out there with seriously nothing and i get pissed when my computer is messed up for the day or something stupid like that. There people out there in wheelchairs and messed up legs that would do anything just to be able to run around and be able to play baseball or something for a day and im here with two healthy legs and i sit around all day pretty much doing nothing. I could get up and take a jog or play a sport other then softball...but i dont and it sucks. But im gunna start doing somthing about it. I mean yeah this prolly sounds really really gay to some people and thats fine. But i wanna do sumthing to help someone. i know taking a jog once aday isnt going to help someone in a wheelchair but i will figure somthing out.
well anyways...me and Larry are still dating...grreeaat..lol. The friends are all getting a long....which is very good. kinda different bc i dont think we have fought in a while...but its great.
We almost died the other night. thanks to heather. lol. dumb bitches. we didnt even do anything.haha..
hopefully we go out and have another good time tonight. I could REALLY! use that. I tried having a good time lastnight(which i did and needed)...to get my mind off of everything ya know. it worked...for a while. I just wanna get my mind off of things.
I cant say good-bye forever...But I'll say good-bye for now.
-Kels
Soo...My dad is sick again. back in the hospital.It really depresses me every time. I get to thinking about things. I over analyze things and my mind just goes CRAZY!. I hate it. Like yesterday i realized I took so much for granted. and I don,t wanna be the type of person that takes everything for granted and when that thing is gone realize how much i missed out on it or how i didnt realize what i had until it was gone... I mean there are people out there with seriously nothing and i get pissed when my computer is messed up for the day or something stupid like that. There people out there in wheelchairs and messed up legs that would do anything just to be able to run around and be able to play baseball or something for a day and im here with two healthy legs and i sit around all day pretty much doing nothing. I could get up and take a jog or play a sport other then softball...but i dont and it sucks. But im gunna start doing somthing about it. I mean yeah this prolly sounds really really gay to some people and thats fine. But i wanna do sumthing to help someone. i know taking a jog once aday isnt going to help someone in a wheelchair but i will figure somthing out.
well anyways...me and Larry are still dating...grreeaat..lol. The friends are all getting a long....which is very good. kinda different bc i dont think we have fought in a while...but its great.
We almost died the other night. thanks to heather. lol. dumb bitches. we didnt even do anything.haha..
hopefully we go out and have another good time tonight. I could REALLY! use that. I tried having a good time lastnight(which i did and needed)...to get my mind off of everything ya know. it worked...for a while. I just wanna get my mind off of things.
I cant say good-bye forever...But I'll say good-bye for now.
-Kels