Last Post
This will be the last post in my livejournal. Noone should read this crap, it's my life..Kyle Fall's fucking life I mean who wants to hear about that. I used to know someone who did up until today. And like everyone else and like they told me I was doing, I pushed that person away. What's wrong with someone who pushes everyone they care about away from them. Why would someone ever do that to themselves. It hurts them and it hurts other people, often people they really care about. It's a problem I come across daily. Often I walk down the halls at school and hear " someone should beat that kid up " or " man that kid is a fag ". And I just walk by and think to myself that these people are right, because they are. This is who I am, and noone likes that. Not one fucking person. not even me. I can't change who I am, sadly enough and yes I know im a horrible person. I say and do stupid things, thinsg that don't even make sense to me and I always end up regretting them, they always end up costing me. Why do I do this to myself, why do I have the great ability of making people hate me. Why do I have to have that talent, why cant I just have some fucking guts and do somthing about it or at least have enough balls to put an end to it all. I'm sorry for being a useless waste of space in this world, im sorry for wasting your time, im sorry to the people that tried to be my friend, that tried to be nice to me, that tried to understand me, that took the time to try and get to know me. To the people who dont like me enough to talk to me in person but talk to me on msn, to the people that defended me when their friends told them how horrible of a person I am, and to the people who just said nothing at all about me. Im sorry guys. peace.
-Kyle
-Kyle