I pray that one day everything will be OK again...
I absolutly love my cousin.
She wants me to fly to New Mexico, cus we need to [ chill ] For some weird reason I find it odd. I'm used to someone telling me that we need to chill [ even though no one does it anymore ] who lives a couple blocks away. Not 2,000 miles away.
Although, it kinda bothers me. She's so incredibly caught up in drugs. She went and got a tattoo of a mushroom, cus she loves them, oh so much.
Part of me doesn't blame her. My aunt left my uncle with the 4 kids. And Goes and tells my auntie Dede that she left because she feared that my cousins would kill her. And now she has a big rough streetsmart guy to watch over her. Smells like complete bullshit to me.
On another note. I didn't have to work today. So I come home. And try to sleep. Couldn't. Took a shower. Passed out. Kept on waking up. And going back to sleep. I'm sick of it. On the days I have to work, I'm exhausted. But on my days off, I can't sleep.
Then Derek called me. Left a message saying how he's at MCC right now. Wondering what i'm up to. Saying that I'm an asshole because I didn't call him back, and I having called him in general.
She wants me to fly to New Mexico, cus we need to [ chill ] For some weird reason I find it odd. I'm used to someone telling me that we need to chill [ even though no one does it anymore ] who lives a couple blocks away. Not 2,000 miles away.
Although, it kinda bothers me. She's so incredibly caught up in drugs. She went and got a tattoo of a mushroom, cus she loves them, oh so much.
Part of me doesn't blame her. My aunt left my uncle with the 4 kids. And Goes and tells my auntie Dede that she left because she feared that my cousins would kill her. And now she has a big rough streetsmart guy to watch over her. Smells like complete bullshit to me.
On another note. I didn't have to work today. So I come home. And try to sleep. Couldn't. Took a shower. Passed out. Kept on waking up. And going back to sleep. I'm sick of it. On the days I have to work, I'm exhausted. But on my days off, I can't sleep.
Then Derek called me. Left a message saying how he's at MCC right now. Wondering what i'm up to. Saying that I'm an asshole because I didn't call him back, and I having called him in general.