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Sometimes I just can't stand people.
Such as today. In English. People started talking about the shooting. In St. Paul. Now mind you, my lovely cousin, grant live there. And I said something about how it pisses me off dearly when people have to say that the shooter was always a dark person, with no friends, and everyone made fun of them. And I got into a heated debate with the star basketball player, because she, indeed, hates my kind. And says well they wear trench coats and where black. So if I wear black, which i most often do, does that mean I'm going to go on a rampage? And it's not like I haven't been asked that question once already. And some people said yes, and some people said no. Then she goes on to say how this kid apparently called himself a "dark angel." I don't understand how this has any revelance. Considering the kid battled with severe clinical depression branching from his father commiting suicide, and his mother being in a severe car accident and now living in a nursing home. And apparently the fact that these "freaks" listen to Marilyn Manson, brings a reason.
And now. After being completely honest with Dan, and informing him that I wasn't interested in having a relationship with him, for many of my own person reasons that had nothing to do with him. He continues to say that people (meaning me) treat him like shit even though he is the nicest person in the world and he now hates the world and everyone in it. He continues to tell me how he misses me so, and now he lost me, his band, and the friends that he cares about so deeply, and he started to cry. I'm sorry for being honest. I really am.
Not to mention last night I had a dream that I got my report card and it was straight F's.
Such as today. In English. People started talking about the shooting. In St. Paul. Now mind you, my lovely cousin, grant live there. And I said something about how it pisses me off dearly when people have to say that the shooter was always a dark person, with no friends, and everyone made fun of them. And I got into a heated debate with the star basketball player, because she, indeed, hates my kind. And says well they wear trench coats and where black. So if I wear black, which i most often do, does that mean I'm going to go on a rampage? And it's not like I haven't been asked that question once already. And some people said yes, and some people said no. Then she goes on to say how this kid apparently called himself a "dark angel." I don't understand how this has any revelance. Considering the kid battled with severe clinical depression branching from his father commiting suicide, and his mother being in a severe car accident and now living in a nursing home. And apparently the fact that these "freaks" listen to Marilyn Manson, brings a reason.
And now. After being completely honest with Dan, and informing him that I wasn't interested in having a relationship with him, for many of my own person reasons that had nothing to do with him. He continues to say that people (meaning me) treat him like shit even though he is the nicest person in the world and he now hates the world and everyone in it. He continues to tell me how he misses me so, and now he lost me, his band, and the friends that he cares about so deeply, and he started to cry. I'm sorry for being honest. I really am.
Not to mention last night I had a dream that I got my report card and it was straight F's.