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[xfuckinxfuckx]

Well this is what i asked for right?
Being treated like complete shit
because apperently thats how i treated you for the past year and a half.
But I'm not saying i didn't, 'cause i know damn well that i did.
But i still loved you more then anything
and i still do.
I just wish you didn't play payback so tough
because it's making it really hard for these pieces to stay together.
I hope i get past these two weeks all together
and then everything will be fine again.
Because this sickening feeling that you get when you miss someone like hell,
is still at the bottom of my stomach
and seeing you everyday isn't making it go away.
Because your not really there.
Come back to me.
♥