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Its so hard to get over someone that you care about so much. :-(
This is my second time. I hate it so much.
I wish you could just look at their pictures, the stuff they gave you, the memories and say "WOW. I don't care in the least."
But it ALWAYS is like, "WHYYYYY?"
Stupid stupid stupid.
& & &
The thing that sucks about getting over someone is how you one moment will feel like, "I'm done with him/her, this is great I can't belive I was actually sad about it!"
Then the next second you go back to, "Why me, why does this have to happen. Everything is terrible."
I like the idea that everything gets better, that when one door closes three more open. I can't wait to see the outcome of this whole situation.
Right now I'd give an arm and a leg to be with Derek.
But I know thats not fair to him.
I care about that boy too much, and I never let myself show him that.
Thats my only regret, I never truly showed him how much he meant to me.
I guess everything is one big learning expierence.
I hope everything works out for the best? That'd be great :-)
Yeah, that'd be really great.
This is my second time. I hate it so much.
I wish you could just look at their pictures, the stuff they gave you, the memories and say "WOW. I don't care in the least."
But it ALWAYS is like, "WHYYYYY?"
Stupid stupid stupid.
& & &
The thing that sucks about getting over someone is how you one moment will feel like, "I'm done with him/her, this is great I can't belive I was actually sad about it!"
Then the next second you go back to, "Why me, why does this have to happen. Everything is terrible."
I like the idea that everything gets better, that when one door closes three more open. I can't wait to see the outcome of this whole situation.
Right now I'd give an arm and a leg to be with Derek.
But I know thats not fair to him.
I care about that boy too much, and I never let myself show him that.
Thats my only regret, I never truly showed him how much he meant to me.
I guess everything is one big learning expierence.
I hope everything works out for the best? That'd be great :-)
Yeah, that'd be really great.