i'm not half what i wish i was
yay. another shitty fucking day. wow, i rhymed...fucking shut up. Thanks jackass..yeah you made it fucking the best. Yay I'll go out with the fucking shallowest person in the world just because I know it would shatter tyla if she found...yes those are his thoughts..fuck you josh....ooops jackass, fuck you chelsea you lying bitch, Yeah right before I found out they were going out this is what she told me "Oh yeah, I'd never touch josh because we all want him and well it would ruin our friendship." God, fuck off i don't wanna listen to your bullshit and the fake smile and happiness won't make it's way onto my face anymore. I say fuck it.
I got home and yeah, i went upstairs (so i wouldn't get bothered by jan)blasted elliott smith, sat in the corner and let all my anger/sadness out. It wasn't only today I had to let everthing out about, i've had alot of shit going on for the past couple of days. Jeez when you need Shaun or Jam they're never at home.
You're giving back a little hatred now to the world, Cause it treated you bad, Cause you couldn't keep the great unknown from making you mad. -Elliott Smith-"A Question Mark"
Just one more thing.....Why does most of our fucking humanity have to suck?
xo.