sry bout the late updates

Jan 19, 2005 17:52

Lately, ive been really confused. Theres been a lot goin on, and a lot of it is really hard to figure out. I would love it if we could just go back to the second grade where everything was simple. Im sick of not knowing where i stand with people, and being confused about who cares about me. I want to be with someone, not because im a typical girl, but because i feel that im the type of person that needs to be cared about. I had a good conversation with someone who no longer wants me to do things that im not very proud of doing. He says he tells me this because he cares, well, quite frankly i dont think anyone cares...and im done

I also realize that i can be a jelous person, and i dont like that about myself either. I have realized that there are a few things that i would love to change about myself, and im set on changing them.

On another note, the stupid kid who screwed up a few months ago, screwed up again. I really wish he could get his life together that way he could move on, but i see that hes screwed up and he needs help. I hope he gets the help he needs.

I guess thats pretty much it, i could write more, but im not sure if im ready to advertise this to the whole world.. leave me some love
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