at school
i am sitting here with amanda.. what a cute girl. we are in school. technically we are supposed to be reading and stupid stuff like that, but where will taht get me in life? i have no life, and i dont think i ever will. i also came to the conclusion today taht i have no true friends HA i laugh... every weekend people all hang out and go places,but does alison ever go, no.. not a chance, well i dont care anymore, nope not me..(well i guess i care a little bit but ya kno)
ive been trying to do good in school, but its really hard. i dont get chem at all, and its bringing me down. every day i go in and get a failing quiz or test grade.. it sucks. its not like i have a life that keeps me from doing well, which i already mentioned, but i just cant do well.. i just cant seem to suceed lol wut can i do
so i talked to elmer, dont really know where thats going, but he wants something serious. hmmm..i love that kid but im not really sure where to go, see i like this boy, and i talk to this boy, but i dont think he likes me, so its sad... because this boy is truly special. the problem is that hes not elmer... haha.. although elmer is special and would treat me well..
and then theres of course, the secret crushes, the boys that i will always like,but i will never know how to approach.. there are many of them.. i am boy crazy i admit it, but i want to be loved by someone.. haha.. without the drama.
i cant wait for vacation.. let me know if anyone wants to hang out FAT CHANCE lol im sure i will be home..
school is such a waste of my time.. and thats all there is too it..
thanks for all the comments NOT.. u guys hate me.. admit it lol.. mucho love
ive been trying to do good in school, but its really hard. i dont get chem at all, and its bringing me down. every day i go in and get a failing quiz or test grade.. it sucks. its not like i have a life that keeps me from doing well, which i already mentioned, but i just cant do well.. i just cant seem to suceed lol wut can i do
so i talked to elmer, dont really know where thats going, but he wants something serious. hmmm..i love that kid but im not really sure where to go, see i like this boy, and i talk to this boy, but i dont think he likes me, so its sad... because this boy is truly special. the problem is that hes not elmer... haha.. although elmer is special and would treat me well..
and then theres of course, the secret crushes, the boys that i will always like,but i will never know how to approach.. there are many of them.. i am boy crazy i admit it, but i want to be loved by someone.. haha.. without the drama.
i cant wait for vacation.. let me know if anyone wants to hang out FAT CHANCE lol im sure i will be home..
school is such a waste of my time.. and thats all there is too it..
thanks for all the comments NOT.. u guys hate me.. admit it lol.. mucho love