Mar 20, 2005 20:38
hey well
wow this nite really stunk! i dnt like it when people always rite about there bad days it makes me discouraged. and i dnt want to contradict myself but i need to talk to someone and i usually go to my sister to talk, but i am having a bad nite because of her. me and amanda normally get along. she came home on friday. we hung out all day saturday with me her and brittney. we had fun. on sunday me her and britt went to churh. every thin was cool until they ditched me at sunday school. now i told britt that i didnt mind i she went with amanda because i heard them talking and amanda was like no i just want you to come they wouldnt want her up there in the adult class with us. wich i dnt mind but just the fact that my sister doesnt want to be wth me she gets me mad. she is always tellin me when she is away at college how much she misses me but when she comes home she ditches me. this sounds dumb but as soon as she comes home she controls everythin and everyone. it drives me nuts. she thinks that she is a queen. i just cant deal with it ne more. i love her dnt get me wrong she is just very selfish. then after the service they went out to the car and i went to get in MY car and they locked me out. now they were prob just kidding but that is just stupid she is in friggen college and she locks me out of MY car. ok thats cool. then i just walk away and go to talk to my buddy alex. that is one kid i can always count on to be there for me i love him. well ne way she and britt came to find me. and then me and amanda got in a fight and she was like yellin at me and making a scene in my chuch parkin lot. but whatever. all she does is think about herself. and i guess i just have to get over it. its just that when she comes home i feel like a 3rd wheel. like i wanted to plan somethin with britt on monday all three of us and then they planned it and britt was like what about ashley and amanda was like what about her she doesnt have to come. it makes me soo mad. well i'm sry i am babbling on and on about my bad nite. i guess it is kinda selfish of me to write all this but i needed to tell someone or somethin and i think that this is what this livejournal thing is all about.
later,
ash