Apr 22, 2006 14:48
I can feel several decision coming on, and I am trying to prepare for the situation. But first, wanna hear some crap? Tabitha just got a job as a secretary for some famous country singer. Her office is literally a little larger than the library of the NM High School. Not only that, but she gets her home expenses PAID FOR!!!!!! The only thing she has to pay for is food.
Canada definately gets another Brownie point, or at least somewhere far away like Texas or Arizona, maybe Cali or NC.
I'm not jelous, just feel a little short changed in comparison.
My dad is thinking of moving back to New Milford with Stephanie, and with Tabitha out of the house I can live with him again. What worries me is the possibility of not finding a new job easily, so I should start looking now. Last time I lived there, finding a job unless you were in school/graduated was virtually impossible. Maybe it was just me though. I could also stay with my mom and keep my current job, but she is also thinking of moving back eventually. It all comes down to Stephanie, my dad works too much to keep an eye on her. I'm not going to let her go without some kind of guidance, and my dad just sucks at giving guidance to kids... once you get a little older that's a different story. Either way, he works 70 hours a week and is never there, and I sure as hell want to be around to stop anything sketchy from going on like if my sister starts becoming another Steph Tozzie or Trisha Gage there's going to be heads breaking. So adding it all up, yes there's a good possibility of me coming back.
Looking further ahead though, unless something happens some kind of miricle to make it easier to live around here, I'll be heading either north to Canada or south to America's simple life.
Besides, outside of my small bubble of friends, what do I have here? I get short ended by everyone I know with half a dozen exceptions. It's bullshit. It's partially college's fault though, and this is why I hate it... it basically just creates a new society, excluding those not part of it. Most people who don't go to college will lose most of their friends who do. It's a gay waste of money specifically designed to seperate social class. I bet most professors don't even know the game they've become.
(but then again, i suppose that's what you want)
and then it's partially my fault for not preventing it
Summer is approaching =)