for the first time ever, I am affraid to look back
I have determined that the last 18 months of my life were definately the wierdest and hardest to handle times of my entire life. Can't remember ever living so much of my life in sheer preperation for the next little trick life has in store for me. I surely feel that I have lost a part of me over time, I definately am not as outwardly passionate as I once was. Inside although I felt pretty dead at certain times I can't say that the fire is any less hot than it has ever been. Pretty much I'm increasingly tired of the bullshit, not just tired but I am growing immune to it. The wall I tore down years ago I am slowly rebuilding, if there is one thing that must no long be allowed to chip away at my strength and my integrity it is BULLSHIT. Drama and disappointment at one time consumed me, thus I turned back to an important lesson I learned : there are times in every person's life where nobody else could help them except for themselves
I'm ready for a new life
and I still plan on taking those people that I hold dear with me... my friends are my family
but how many will be left? that's the biggest question
Build on a loss to injury.
Step back from a fallen dream.
I stay and won't go easy.
I stay for My Desire.
My arm falls and strenght is fading from my veins.
I cling to a dream that once ruled my world.
Been gone for so long without a second thought.
I have misled but I won't let this wreck my world.
That I have left without a trace.
It takes all I have to forget.
I wanted nothing more than to have my day.
This dream still lives inside of.
Hold on to every emotion.
Go further with every step.
I asked for with every wish, but now I find it almost gone.
Misguided, another day has come and gone without the truth.
But this will never fade my world.
That I have left without a trace.
It takes all I have to forget.
I wanted nothing more than to have my day.
This dream still lives inside of me.
This will never fade.
This dream will never fade!
As each day goes on the chance for my day slips away.
I will not forget my home, my world, my home.
Lies.
Under the eyes of suspicion.
A time and place to cause destruction.
Losing respect from the nations.
Our own allies disapproval.
Fuel the fire.
Our own fathers shelter lies.
Fuel the fire.
Abusive power crushing lives.
Fuel the fire.
Our innonence betrayed.
Bow to the pressus of ability.
Led times of anger to the grave.
Show times of prosper.
But who is saved?
Under the hand of damnation.
Many have lost faith.
Lost all respect from the nations.
Our own allies disapproval.
Fire has gone on too long.
Shadows are cast from our rule.
Fire has gone on too long.
Shadows are cast - Now end the lies.
Forced on me the casualties.
Never will I believe.
Kneel along the protective wrong.
Never will I velieve.
Never will I believe in your destructive wrong.
These eyes have wandered on.
From the disgusting harm that cause so many to bleed
and leave us with questioning ears.
False informing our belief is searer.
I'll always walk on.
Last week I had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery of who shot John F. Kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in November
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Again last night I had that strange dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where concerns about the world getting warmer
The people thought they were just being rewarded
For treating others as they'd like to be treated
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases
For mailing letters with the address of the sender
Now we can swim any day in November
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
(now we can swim any day in November)
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
[x3]
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo
[x2]
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo
(Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping)
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo
I'm ready for a new life
and I still plan on taking those people that I hold dear with me... my friends are my family
but how many will be left? that's the biggest question
Build on a loss to injury.
Step back from a fallen dream.
I stay and won't go easy.
I stay for My Desire.
My arm falls and strenght is fading from my veins.
I cling to a dream that once ruled my world.
Been gone for so long without a second thought.
I have misled but I won't let this wreck my world.
That I have left without a trace.
It takes all I have to forget.
I wanted nothing more than to have my day.
This dream still lives inside of.
Hold on to every emotion.
Go further with every step.
I asked for with every wish, but now I find it almost gone.
Misguided, another day has come and gone without the truth.
But this will never fade my world.
That I have left without a trace.
It takes all I have to forget.
I wanted nothing more than to have my day.
This dream still lives inside of me.
This will never fade.
This dream will never fade!
As each day goes on the chance for my day slips away.
I will not forget my home, my world, my home.
Lies.
Under the eyes of suspicion.
A time and place to cause destruction.
Losing respect from the nations.
Our own allies disapproval.
Fuel the fire.
Our own fathers shelter lies.
Fuel the fire.
Abusive power crushing lives.
Fuel the fire.
Our innonence betrayed.
Bow to the pressus of ability.
Led times of anger to the grave.
Show times of prosper.
But who is saved?
Under the hand of damnation.
Many have lost faith.
Lost all respect from the nations.
Our own allies disapproval.
Fire has gone on too long.
Shadows are cast from our rule.
Fire has gone on too long.
Shadows are cast - Now end the lies.
Forced on me the casualties.
Never will I believe.
Kneel along the protective wrong.
Never will I velieve.
Never will I believe in your destructive wrong.
These eyes have wandered on.
From the disgusting harm that cause so many to bleed
and leave us with questioning ears.
False informing our belief is searer.
I'll always walk on.
Last week I had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery of who shot John F. Kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in November
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Again last night I had that strange dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where concerns about the world getting warmer
The people thought they were just being rewarded
For treating others as they'd like to be treated
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases
For mailing letters with the address of the sender
Now we can swim any day in November
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
(now we can swim any day in November)
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
[x3]
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo
[x2]
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo
(Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping)
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo