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i'm going to be focusing some of my journalism in my My Space account.... go to www.myspace.com and join it.... and ill tell u how to find me afterwords.... i just like how its more in depth about the details of the person AND it has a fairly decent blog system.
only thing i have to say about right now is i honestly am depressed enough that i don't really even wanna live.... don't worry nothing's gonna happen, I just fail to see the point of staying alive when I know I'm always gonna have to settle for fake happiness and pretend that i'm getting what i want when in reality what I want is something I'll never have. I'm sorry... but I just can't reframe from smoking a bowl right this minute..... before my pride in staying alive just to rebel falls away.
only thing i have to say about right now is i honestly am depressed enough that i don't really even wanna live.... don't worry nothing's gonna happen, I just fail to see the point of staying alive when I know I'm always gonna have to settle for fake happiness and pretend that i'm getting what i want when in reality what I want is something I'll never have. I'm sorry... but I just can't reframe from smoking a bowl right this minute..... before my pride in staying alive just to rebel falls away.