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[xfromtheashesx]

i wish i never fucking lost my virginity...... i hate how every fucking time i think about sex i think about love, cuz fuckinbg what else am i supposed to see in it? i need to get laid soooooo bad but whenever i get a chance i feel guilty or like a scumbag or just like "i dont lvoe this person so why am i MAKING love to them?"

sex and love should have nothing to do with eachother, why can't i understand that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!