Jan 22, 2007 19:59
So, people read things, take it the wrong way, and i lose out in the end. wtf. Why do people even bother like they know anything. Leave me alone. Thats all I am gonna ask. For once in my life....I open up to someone, and now Im afraid to even talk to him because of what people willl distort it into. Im not here to break them up. Believe me. or dont. its not that I care...anymore.
I dont care what people say about me. true. but when it hurts other people. I care. I care a lot.
So talk all the shit about me you want because it doesnt bother me, I have 5 more months with you stupid ass people and then I am gone. So I wont be wasting my time trying to make up for lost time with anyone of you. Im happy to be saying Im out after high school. I could be an old cliche and say ill miss it. best days of my life, but I dont lie. I will say I will miss the thought of high school. not high school its self.
I once said...Ive never felt so alone in my life. But you wouldnt even take the time to ask me why. you would continue talking crap trying to break me, but you cant break the girl who thinks nothing of you.
love arica.
if i talk and laugh to loud its because im trying to forget im sad.
how about that for some good gossip?