busy night-- just for emilia the romantic
kgjbnmike: i can't remember the last time i met some one worth while
The Bene: i'm sorry you feel that way
kgjbnmike: well i should say I can't remember the last time i met an american person worthwhile
The Bene: well at least you have else where
kgjbnmike: there are a few good people scatter around here and there
The Bene: and whatever happened between me and you, you are worth while in my book.
The Bene: and i'm sorry you don't feel the same
kgjbnmike: i do feel taht way very much
kgjbnmike: are you kidding?
The Bene: that you are worth while in your book?
kgjbnmike: you are the one that got away Liz
The Bene: :-\
kgjbnmike: i am a dummy
kgjbnmike: you are worthwhile
kgjbnmike: but i wwas talking about forever finding people worthwhile- I mean new people-- my circle of friends has barely expanded because most people are not worthwhile
kgjbnmike: that is what I meant- not that I haven't found someone already
kgjbnmike: previously iguess is more appropriate than already
The Bene: ooooh ok i gotcha... i was gonna say b'c that was kinda harsh
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kgjbnmike: i am mad you thought that I htought you weren't a worthwhile person
The Bene: well yoiu said you couldnt remember the last time you met someone worthwhile
kgjbnmike: well I didn't want to sound all romanticaly and say " I haven't met someone worthwhile since Oct of 200"
The Bene: hehehe
kgjbnmike: 2000 that is
kgjbnmike: but i was thinking of it
kgjbnmike: I was actually going to type I haven't met any one of worth since I met you but decided against it
kgjbnmike: i thought it would be weird
kgjbnmike: and now it is because I spent so much time writing about it
The Bene: i'm glad we cleared htat up
kgjbnmike: in deed we did clear it up didn't we
kgjbnmike: i am glad you said osmething because it would have been bad if you went to bed thinking that I think poorly of you- and I would have been ignorant to it all along
The Bene: yeah stuff like that is wierd. it's good to confront somethings.
kgjbnmike: that is something i learned from you, or rather us
kgjbnmike: ut in this instance i didn't realize confronting was needed
The Bene: true true
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kgjbnmike: have you seen eternal aunshine on the spotless mind? have i had the opportunity to ask you already?
The Bene: umm yes i have seen it... and no i don't believe we've spoken aboutit
The Bene: but i'm a fan
kgjbnmike: well talking to you is making mne think about the past, which is making me think about that movie- which is excellent and one of my favorites
kgjbnmike: absolutely in my top 5 movies ever
kgjbnmike: top 5 which do not include any star wars movies because they are counted seperately
The Bene: well of course
The Bene: it's a rough movie though.
kgjbnmike: rough in deed
kgjbnmike: but in the end so romantical
kgjbnmike: and so fun yet sad throughout
The Bene: they end up getting to know eachother again right?
kgjbnmike: well yeah but you make it sound so cheap
kgjbnmike: she tells him "but you'll hate me, and i'll hate you..." and he says "So? right now I can't think of anything I don't like about you!"
kgjbnmike: and they get together
The Bene: aaah gotcha
kgjbnmike: they are willing to get over the fact that they will probably hate each other-- it makes the little things seem irrelevant as long as there is that connection
kgjbnmike: and everytime I watch it I see something I missed before
The Bene: but they also don't remember how much that pain hurt
kgjbnmike: I literally can't remember a time where i didn't discover something new and I have watched many times
kgjbnmike: that sounds like someone who is jaded talking
The Bene: well
The Bene: i'm just saying
kgjbnmike: even while joel is in his head and he knows about the pain he is struggling to keep her as a part of him
kgjbnmike: and something puts them both on that train to montau
kgjbnmike: something maves that crazy haired girl talk to that lames looking unshaven guy
The Bene: true.
kgjbnmike: and I think about it the pain and the lesson I have learned are worth every second-- I wouldn't trade any of my time with you
The Bene: thank you
The Bene: that really means a lot to me
kgjbnmike: i was talked with kaveh about if we could create a formula and plan sothat couples could get the pain of break ups out of the way before the relationship but then be garunteed ahppiness whould they do it
kgjbnmike: like say if you hurt really bad after a break up for live 3 months but the relationships was a year would you take the 3 months up front for a garunteed year of happiness?---
kgjbnmike: I am afraid, as I was two years, that you don't know how much you meant/mean to me
kgjbnmike: you were all but perfect to me
The Bene: i don't know what to say.
kgjbnmike: you don't have to say anything
kgjbnmike: that is simply a matter of fact
The Bene: i'm sorry you feel that way
kgjbnmike: well i should say I can't remember the last time i met an american person worthwhile
The Bene: well at least you have else where
kgjbnmike: there are a few good people scatter around here and there
The Bene: and whatever happened between me and you, you are worth while in my book.
The Bene: and i'm sorry you don't feel the same
kgjbnmike: i do feel taht way very much
kgjbnmike: are you kidding?
The Bene: that you are worth while in your book?
kgjbnmike: you are the one that got away Liz
The Bene: :-\
kgjbnmike: i am a dummy
kgjbnmike: you are worthwhile
kgjbnmike: but i wwas talking about forever finding people worthwhile- I mean new people-- my circle of friends has barely expanded because most people are not worthwhile
kgjbnmike: that is what I meant- not that I haven't found someone already
kgjbnmike: previously iguess is more appropriate than already
The Bene: ooooh ok i gotcha... i was gonna say b'c that was kinda harsh
...
kgjbnmike: i am mad you thought that I htought you weren't a worthwhile person
The Bene: well yoiu said you couldnt remember the last time you met someone worthwhile
kgjbnmike: well I didn't want to sound all romanticaly and say " I haven't met someone worthwhile since Oct of 200"
The Bene: hehehe
kgjbnmike: 2000 that is
kgjbnmike: but i was thinking of it
kgjbnmike: I was actually going to type I haven't met any one of worth since I met you but decided against it
kgjbnmike: i thought it would be weird
kgjbnmike: and now it is because I spent so much time writing about it
The Bene: i'm glad we cleared htat up
kgjbnmike: in deed we did clear it up didn't we
kgjbnmike: i am glad you said osmething because it would have been bad if you went to bed thinking that I think poorly of you- and I would have been ignorant to it all along
The Bene: yeah stuff like that is wierd. it's good to confront somethings.
kgjbnmike: that is something i learned from you, or rather us
kgjbnmike: ut in this instance i didn't realize confronting was needed
The Bene: true true
...
kgjbnmike: have you seen eternal aunshine on the spotless mind? have i had the opportunity to ask you already?
The Bene: umm yes i have seen it... and no i don't believe we've spoken aboutit
The Bene: but i'm a fan
kgjbnmike: well talking to you is making mne think about the past, which is making me think about that movie- which is excellent and one of my favorites
kgjbnmike: absolutely in my top 5 movies ever
kgjbnmike: top 5 which do not include any star wars movies because they are counted seperately
The Bene: well of course
The Bene: it's a rough movie though.
kgjbnmike: rough in deed
kgjbnmike: but in the end so romantical
kgjbnmike: and so fun yet sad throughout
The Bene: they end up getting to know eachother again right?
kgjbnmike: well yeah but you make it sound so cheap
kgjbnmike: she tells him "but you'll hate me, and i'll hate you..." and he says "So? right now I can't think of anything I don't like about you!"
kgjbnmike: and they get together
The Bene: aaah gotcha
kgjbnmike: they are willing to get over the fact that they will probably hate each other-- it makes the little things seem irrelevant as long as there is that connection
kgjbnmike: and everytime I watch it I see something I missed before
The Bene: but they also don't remember how much that pain hurt
kgjbnmike: I literally can't remember a time where i didn't discover something new and I have watched many times
kgjbnmike: that sounds like someone who is jaded talking
The Bene: well
The Bene: i'm just saying
kgjbnmike: even while joel is in his head and he knows about the pain he is struggling to keep her as a part of him
kgjbnmike: and something puts them both on that train to montau
kgjbnmike: something maves that crazy haired girl talk to that lames looking unshaven guy
The Bene: true.
kgjbnmike: and I think about it the pain and the lesson I have learned are worth every second-- I wouldn't trade any of my time with you
The Bene: thank you
The Bene: that really means a lot to me
kgjbnmike: i was talked with kaveh about if we could create a formula and plan sothat couples could get the pain of break ups out of the way before the relationship but then be garunteed ahppiness whould they do it
kgjbnmike: like say if you hurt really bad after a break up for live 3 months but the relationships was a year would you take the 3 months up front for a garunteed year of happiness?---
kgjbnmike: I am afraid, as I was two years, that you don't know how much you meant/mean to me
kgjbnmike: you were all but perfect to me
The Bene: i don't know what to say.
kgjbnmike: you don't have to say anything
kgjbnmike: that is simply a matter of fact