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Wow how things change....I dont live in my house no more, I live with ashley. I finally got out. I cant stand living there and everyone knows it. I better off without a family anyways, not like I had one in the first place because its not like they talked to me about things and at least try to sort things out like normal people. They would rather say it goes there way or no way...well I lived there too and I think I should have done my share in making my decision. They wonder why I cant do anything around the house such as: Cook, clean, pump gas. Maybe its because they dont feel like taking 10 mins out of there day or even a half an hour out of there day to show me and help me at what I'm trying to do. They cant even take 1 hour out of there day to talk to me about things and than they expect me to do the same well fuck no. They touch me exactly what they wanted to teach me....be myself and not talk to anyone about my problems. Then she wonders why the rest of the family is all fucked up. They all just need to grow up.....All I can say is FUCK FAMILY. I dont want them and I dont want a family, its not like they took care of me they took care of my sister's. They love them anyways not me so I dont fucking care. I can do things on my own. You watch I'm goin to make it in life with out my family and I'm goin to PROVE THEM WRONG!

Charles is coming down here in 1 day, HELLZ yes! I cant wait too see him it seems like its been forever. I might be staying with him and his dad for awhile, than towards the end of the summer I think I move down there with him....MAYBE! Thats if he's not moving up here. I just dont know if I wanna leave my girl ashley. We are having a blast with this whole living together thing, its great! All the seniors left yesterday it was there last day and it was so sad.

I'll miss you all, at least the ones I knew such as:
* Heather Veo
* Jessica Munn
* Chris
* Webber
* Aaron
* Mark
* Steve
* Mandy
Well Thats all I have to say I will update soon...Love you allz! but most of all I love you Charles james tollon!

♥ Crystal Jean
I love charles james tollon!