Apr 20, 2005 13:07
..........................................Fuck you all.....................................................
Well My friends fucking suck.....My birthday fucking sucked too! You know you would think that my so called best friend would like to spend some time with me on my birthday, well I guess I was wrong. I got ditched at lunch and than she had to go to work because she need the money so she couldn't take the day off seeing how money is more important than our friendship. I guess thats the first thing that made my day go bad. Than I hear she is mad at me because I wouldn't walk around all day holding her balloons that she got me.....Sorry they do tend to get annoying after awhile, it's not that I didn't want to carry them. Than I got dropped off after school and she goes and drives around with jessica before work you seeing how it's my birthday and I guess she just didn't want to spend anytime with me at all. Then to find out my grandma bobbie forgot my birthday and so did my older sister. Wow life fucking sucks. I guess it couldn't of gotten any worse.
Other than that I sat around the house doing nothing but watch T.V oh and I had cake, which I wasn't in the mood for anyways. I did want heather to come over and have cake with me like she said she was but I guess something came up with her too and she couldn't come over.
As for my boyfriend....I'm sorry we argued AGAIN I know it was my fault this time I was just in a bad mood and I really didn't get to talk to you because I guess your grandma died and your mom was on the phone all day I just wish you would of talked to me on-line a little more. It's okay I'm over it now and I hope we can work out our problems and stop arguing for once like it used to be. I truly do love you and I don't want nobody but you in my life!
Wow and I got the biggest surprise ever.....Lauren called me!!!!!YEAH, me and her are talking again and I so happy we worked everything out and I said what had to be said. I can't wait until her birthday party cuz I haven't seen her in a long ass time. She might spend a weekend with me so we can catch up from all the times we didnt see each other. I feel bad that I never called her once I moved I just felt like she didnt want to be my friend anymore. I remember all those good old day's when we missed the bus so we could go swimming before school and how she would find every intension to make her neighbor(David) to look at her....That was like in the 8th grade. Also you cant forget about her birthmark that looks like a poop stain. lmao! Can't wait to see ya LAUREN!
Phil thanks bunches for talking to me yesterday and telling me no matter what your here for me. I know if you had a car you would had been here to keep me company, dez is a very lucky girl to have you and I hope that you guys last forever. Trust treat her like a queen and nothing less. Thank you for being a great friend to me and listening to me when I have a problem and have no one else here to talk too!
♥ Crystal Jean
I Love Charles James Tollon!