To the one's who have ran away from everything and can't run anymore
i just want to make it on my own, without any help. most of the time im alone now, and it has some good perks and some very bad ones. i haven't gone to school a lot lately, my mom is sending me to an old psychiatrist that i used to go to, but only if i feel comfortable with it because last time, i didn't want to be anywhere near the place. i hate school and i hate the people in it. there are some cool people but i don't want to meet any of them because when you get out of high school, you forget about the people you met,
you say you will always be friends, but it always ends, sooner or later, it ends.
i have been hurt a lot, by myself and others, i don't want any pity, it may sound like i do, all i want is closure, to what teenage adolescence really is, it feels like im trapped
i may sound like a cynical bitch. but if that's who i am, that's who i am and i can't change that. i wish i had done a lot of things differently in my life in the past few years but, i guess everyone does. i don't regret the things i did, well some of them, but in the long run,
i think i needed this.