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I don't really know why I began this entry...actually, yes I do - boredom.
Lately its really been bugging me that when I go out, I always have to pre-plan how I'm getting home and usually my whole night revolves around this very predicament. Like, Saturday night I hung out at Neil's house. It was pretty damn rad, but I left at like 11pm to go home. Fuck that shit, it's all about pataying until 5am...but I had work the next day. In fact, I have work every day this week. I guess I shoudn't complain considering I need to save to go to Melbourne in March and I also have to pay back my Dad $200.
Friday night should be fun. Draft Dodger are playing at 610. I think I shall dress for the occasion. I don't like going to 610...but we'll see how the night goes. I'm really only going to see DDodger. That's usually my reason to go anywhere these days. Thankfully New Justice Team are coming out..who can say "circle pit"?. I plan to dance my lil' heart away.
I'm sad I didn't have a drum lesson last week..but I'm having one on Thursday. I fucking love drums. I can't wait until I move to Melbourne, there's so many things I want to purchase when I get there, inc.- drum kit, low rider, record player and I need to save money for tattooing on my 18th.
man, I'm going to have to work hard.
I need something more exciting in my life, I think. It seems I do the same thing all the time. I think its getting me down a bit. Like, being at Neil's was fun on Saturday night, but it just wasn't anything out of the ordinary. Maybe next week when I have more time to work on my zine(s), I'll be kept busy and will forget about trying to find something new to do.
And this weekend coming, I'm going to the rock pools again! YEW! I haven't hung out with my sister in a very very long time, so I figured it'd be a nice way to spend the day.
I wonder if my mentality towards my family will change. People say it will and that I'm like this now, but won't be when I'm older. I just don't find spending time with my family exciting. I'd rather be with my friends or by myself! I just have nothing to say...we have absolutely nothing in common. I feel the whole time I'm with family I'm explaininy myself or if it's a good day I just surpress any urge to express my opinion/self to avoid argument. I just don't do well with arguing. I will not argue if I don't have to...I've been brought up in an Italian family. I've seen my fare share of arguments to last 10 lifetimes. I hate when people argue. I hope I don't become liek that whem I'm older...fuck it, I'm never growing up. It just gets more boring. I pledge that life will become more EXCITING...until I'm 70 or so and move to live in a quiet beach town and I can emerse myself in the million types of jazz...maybe I can actually get some reading in.
Talking about reading though, I finally got around to reading the second 'I feel sick' comic and the series rules..I'm running out of comics to read...this means I'm going to have to buy more and I just don't have the money to spare damn it! I did find some Ninja Turtle comics though, which I still have to read. Lets hope they're as good as the movies!!
Lately its really been bugging me that when I go out, I always have to pre-plan how I'm getting home and usually my whole night revolves around this very predicament. Like, Saturday night I hung out at Neil's house. It was pretty damn rad, but I left at like 11pm to go home. Fuck that shit, it's all about pataying until 5am...but I had work the next day. In fact, I have work every day this week. I guess I shoudn't complain considering I need to save to go to Melbourne in March and I also have to pay back my Dad $200.
Friday night should be fun. Draft Dodger are playing at 610. I think I shall dress for the occasion. I don't like going to 610...but we'll see how the night goes. I'm really only going to see DDodger. That's usually my reason to go anywhere these days. Thankfully New Justice Team are coming out..who can say "circle pit"?. I plan to dance my lil' heart away.
I'm sad I didn't have a drum lesson last week..but I'm having one on Thursday. I fucking love drums. I can't wait until I move to Melbourne, there's so many things I want to purchase when I get there, inc.- drum kit, low rider, record player and I need to save money for tattooing on my 18th.
man, I'm going to have to work hard.
I need something more exciting in my life, I think. It seems I do the same thing all the time. I think its getting me down a bit. Like, being at Neil's was fun on Saturday night, but it just wasn't anything out of the ordinary. Maybe next week when I have more time to work on my zine(s), I'll be kept busy and will forget about trying to find something new to do.
And this weekend coming, I'm going to the rock pools again! YEW! I haven't hung out with my sister in a very very long time, so I figured it'd be a nice way to spend the day.
I wonder if my mentality towards my family will change. People say it will and that I'm like this now, but won't be when I'm older. I just don't find spending time with my family exciting. I'd rather be with my friends or by myself! I just have nothing to say...we have absolutely nothing in common. I feel the whole time I'm with family I'm explaininy myself or if it's a good day I just surpress any urge to express my opinion/self to avoid argument. I just don't do well with arguing. I will not argue if I don't have to...I've been brought up in an Italian family. I've seen my fare share of arguments to last 10 lifetimes. I hate when people argue. I hope I don't become liek that whem I'm older...fuck it, I'm never growing up. It just gets more boring. I pledge that life will become more EXCITING...until I'm 70 or so and move to live in a quiet beach town and I can emerse myself in the million types of jazz...maybe I can actually get some reading in.
Talking about reading though, I finally got around to reading the second 'I feel sick' comic and the series rules..I'm running out of comics to read...this means I'm going to have to buy more and I just don't have the money to spare damn it! I did find some Ninja Turtle comics though, which I still have to read. Lets hope they're as good as the movies!!