tonight...

[xfoxgirl67x]

Well today started out with a *hang over* ahhh it sucked! lol, but last night was ok. except for collins. but i dont want to get into that. anyway, back to today, i had to work, which was ok. I got paid, and im happy i didnt go out tonight, cause otherwise i would be broke by now. Then me, tj and whyne crused gratiot, it was pretty borning. Then we watched a movie and i went back to my grandmas. Me and jessica got in a fight casue im a dumb ass and lied to her by tellin her that i was home when i wasnt. but w/e i guess sometimes things arnt worth bitching about, and if one of ur good friends can make u feel like shit becasue she doesnt undersatnd, and doesnt try too, maybe their not as good of a friend as u thought. I said my sorry, and i dont know what else she wants me to say. i dont see how u can get so pissed over something so fuckin stupid. and i know she will read this and I'm gonna tell her that im sorry for saying this today, cause i wont feel the same tomorrow. but i do need to get somethings off my chest.

yes i know tj is an ass hole and hes a cheater, but it sux to sit back and watch all ur friends have "perfect" relationships, when i dont have anything. I guess i see it as some1 is better then nothing. all i want is something with some1.

right now im think about, if i should call Jessica tomorrow, and if i do, will it be worth making myself feel stupid for trying.