Christina Agulera

Nov 16, 2003 20:25

Well this weekend was alright. I got to work sat and sun. But latly I've been listening to a lot of Cheristina Agulera. Mainly Track #3 and #4 on her Stripped CD. Track #3 is Walk Away.

This song has helped me a lot with my "T.J. Problems" I know hes bad for me and all he does is treat me like shit.. but for some reason I cant seem to let go of him. The more he doesnt want me, the more I want him. I need to get away from him. These are some lines in the song that express what I want to say...

*....*
What do you do when you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go?

And it hurts my soul cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show that I lost control
Cause I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need
To walk away from

I need to get away from you, need to walk away from you
get away, walk away, walk away. . .

Every step I take leads to one mistake

Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn

Every time I try to grasp for air
I am smothered in despair
It's never over, over, oh. . .
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare,
I let out a silent prayer. . .
Let it be over, over, oh. . .

Inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading no more

Now what to do, my heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true, each beat reminds me of you

*....*

Her lyrics have really touched me... I'm glad that I can trun to music when I'm sad. I could never do that before. This song is perfect for my sistuation I'm in right now with T.J.,,,,

I dont want him anymore... It seems when I tell him that i dont wanna be with him he will be nice to me and tell me he loves me and he still wants me. GRR I cant break this!!! Someone help me!.. No wait.. no one help me... I wanna get over him myself.. I wannna get through this on my own... I'll do something for myself for once.
And that leads me in the track #4 Stronger....
I'm sure all us girls (and maybe some guys) have hurd this song. Well I think when I can finaly say that I dont need T.J. no more and that I can live without him I will be a stronger and better person. Will I at least hope so...
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