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hey bitches....what's up? ehh bored ONCE again...anyways....HIM concert was saturday, FUCKIN WICKED AWESOME!! front row too, i guess cause i'm good like that lol...melissa and vicki went to the bathroom and lost each other when they came out so i only found melissa wanderin around aimlessly and grabbed her with me to the front, but she feared being shoved by the vast amount of people there so she moved back, slowly but surely peoples pushed up and pushed her back farther and farther, till i was left alone up front by myself, but i don't really care, at least i got to see it...sunday i hung around the house with melissa and then we went to the mall with my grandmom. me and meliss went in Borders books and we like to go in and make fun of the sex books cause they're funny...those bastards tried to charge you $13 on a book tellin you how to masturabate....*raises eyebrow* if you don't know how, i feel bad for you and will write you a homeade version of the book...and then there was another one called "Tickle his Pickle" lol rather interesting if i do say so myself, but funny as hell...yes i did take the time out to read a few of the things that it told you to do lol, but shhh my business :-D lol....anyways, i was in a good mood after we left the mall but as soon as i get home what happens? dickhead dad has to start bitchin at me for everything and anything...mainly because he asked me if i wanted to make money cleanin the basement and i never did so he made it mandatory that i did...so i just walked away from him and locked myself in the bathroom for about and hour...cried and all that shit and mainly to keep myself from doing anything to myself with the razorblade that i just happen to pickup and put on my bureau earlier that day....i can't help that i get that upset and want to do that shit cause i hate it but it's the only thing that comes to mind to calm me down, but needless to say i didn't cause people will be mad at me if the found out that i did...so i just went and layed down and took a nap after that and then called james to make myself feel better cause it always helps....but anyways...monday, miserable, tuesday ehh it's ok so far, just helped clean up stuff with my mom for thanksgiving...well i think i'm gonna go now, buh bye...here's a few pictures from the concert
