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hey, how goes it? ehh i'm pretty bored, waitin for my mom to come home, she's been out since like 4 with my dad. so i'm stuck here babysittin and the damn kids love to push my buttons and they don't listen to a damn word i say...i could scream my lungs out and they wouldn't care and continue what they were doin...melissa was here with me earlier and she said i'm mean to them, but i don't care and niether do they, they tell me they hate me...ugh, reason why i will never have kids...they get me so friggin frustrated...i feel a little better now though. i was readin my book i got, reading helps me calm down so that's good...ugh, i have to babysit tomorrow too though, but it's only in the afternoon while my mom goes out so hopefully it shouldn't be that long. i've been looking for prom dresses alot lately but i can't find any i really like and plus i'm not a fuckin twig too so yea, the search will just continue on...i feel like gettin a shower now for some reason, but it's not worth it, i can't stand sleepin with wet hair it looks like hell in the morning, so i'll just wait till then to get one...i really don't feel like doing anything this weekend but sitting home and reading, don't know why, not like there's anything to do around here anyways so i guess i'll just be hangin with meliss and all...i feel bad for her cause rob's a douche to her, she always talks like such a damn pessimist anymore and i can't stand that, i'm gonna have a talk with that kid next time i see him with her right there, i'm tellin him he needs to fix that burntout mind of his and figure out what the hell he's doin...anyways...i need a damn car, i need to figure out a way for me and meliss to get our asses over to the electric factory for the concert, but i have until november to figure that out but i'd rather get that settled now then search last minute...well i'm gonna go, buh bye