life as of now

[xforhiscausex]

I seem to be regressing in so many things. I felt like ive made a lot of progress this year spiritualy even mentally, but now it feels like its all slipping. i mean, yeah sure i got into a respectable school, but it seems so average to me. Sure, i may seem like i have it all together, but in reality i doubt whether im good enough for my faith, many times a day. how many times is too many times to sin? anyways, im sure that things will get better. its only a question of when.

my pops car died. we dont have luck with automobiles.

i dont feel like saying anything else. this was a bad time to update. maybe later ill redo it. but for now,

enjoy life.