Dec 04, 2005 19:22
this week's news.
i re-picked up archery. i still rock at it. the problem is ive bent 3 of my 6 remaining arrows. its pretty lame having to fetch them every 5 seconds. so lame that i quit shooting from distances more than 25 yards. too much walking.
tryouts for beauty and the beast were yesterday. i gave a good effort. i dont mind what role i get, itll be fun.
my life is slowly getting more pathetic. i find that im looking forward to reading books more now than i am going out with friends. last time my friends called to go to a movie, i seriosuly considered saying no and reading. however, characteristically, i decided to go out, cause i cant bear the thought that im missing out on fun.
i wish i could do some crazy stuff. i really dont mind what it is. i dont even mind if it killed me. i just wish i could do somthing that mattered. heck, who knows. sometimes i wish i could be a fireman. do somthing crazy and save someones life. i would love that. high school is so boring. safe family life is boring. i want somthing more.