tell me that we're meant to be,tell me that its u and me tell me everything i want to hear
deadlyxpsych0 (4:28:33 PM): she wants to drag my ass into school tomorrow and fight mr.mcgee about me being suspended deadlyxpsych0 (4:28:39 PM): FUCK THAT let me sleep late h3donistic (4:28:45 PM): lmao.
I just fucking love being ignored.Thanks,thanks a fucking bunch for that one.Its enough you hurt me once but to keep doing it,theres a time to stop.God,This sucks,im so confused.I have NO other choice but to move on and push my feelings for you aside.Things will just never be the same i guess.Seriously,i cant believe i take so much shit,i've lowered myself so much and i jsut get hurt in the end.I promised myself i wouldnt...oh well,another broken promise...Whatever.
Today i went to petco(saw a turtle and fish that look like egan) and barnes and noble.Also got ciggerettes.I went with rob,dave,and kaleigh.It was a blast.Im supose to be suspended tomorrow cuz i've been late so many times,but my mom said she's gonna fight it.What the fuck ever.I've skipped alot latly.Mr.mcgee just gives me a.d.p's.Soon he'll give me inhouse maybe.I skipped today so maybe ill get bitched at and get inhouse.Whatever.Its the end of the year,what do i care.
My eyes burn by matchbook romance
My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think I'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever
So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me I'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment
I take back everything I've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
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everything i am and everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be just when you least expect it you start to picture yourself with him & you think about the way he makes you happy & you see how it all makes sense & you relize you care about him a lot more than you think x|3 I can't imagine living my life without you now Not ever having you around...