lifeless ugh
I have come 2 realize me and hodey(jody) have like zero life considering when we hang out its us and heather and we are constanly on the fone with each other lol heather has a life im jealous!....yea so any way we are prolly crashing at meagans on new years which is cool because meagans always with TJ and i never get 2 chill or talk 2 her without him its good 2 have a girls night ya kno? anyway i would chill with ppl but im sick of everyone and liz he exeption iis like never on (damn u elizabeth!!!)
i dont exactly understand why girls dedicate their lives 2 boyfriends and comletly forget they have friends, like i mean maybe the reason my longest realationship was like 3 monthes is because my gurlz are still numero uno but jeez heather has log realationships and spend alot of time with us and same with jody only she cant stand comitment so its only a month but yea.....
today is like blah jody was gonna see a movie wit me but then like her dad wanted her 2 go 2 his house and she begged to not go but parents always win grr but its kinda funny cuz her mom, stepmom, step sister, lil brother, and dad like love me and my whole family think shes the best my mom invited her places without me even knoing lol......
Live journal is stupid grr no one comments on me jeez only liz ! i have a whooping 3 friends and no of which comment but liz lol o wll i dun care i am loved on xanga and worshiped on melo.....
zoloft is fun as hell iv been on it 4 about 4 monthes now and at times i dont take it so i have a stash of about 700mgs of it i might sell it lol
edit! i made another friend on here haha im so proud
"when i am queen they all will see the patron saint of self injury"