Aug 17, 2005 14:36
To someone I know…
We all make mistakes don’t we? You were one of my best friends, someone I could always talk to, someone who knew where I was coming from. I admit it, I freaked out, but I wasn’t just going to let things go, I couldn’t. It was just something I couldn’t let you live down. Look, I’m sorry, for everything. I’m sorry for being a bitch and not talking to you for 2 months, I regret it. I can’t believe I acted like that. I hate myself. You were right. It was a mistake and I know you regret what you did. I just freaked out because that someone, I didn’t want to see get hurt and he did. It’s been to long. I’ve never fought like this with someone for this long. You don’t have to forgive me. I’m not asking you to, I just wanted to get this out of me. I just want it to be over with. If things arent the same then fine, I just wanted what I had to say out of me. I’m sorry.
I hope you know who you are. Im not asking for anything. I just wanted you to know that i hated myself for the way i acted about it all. And i just want this whole thing to be over with, even if things arent like they used to be.
Love: Me