What can i say...Im in love with you! <33
Today was alright. I didnt feel good all day. Got dressed at like 730, talked to kyle some, decided to hang out with him. My mom took my up to ED and i met him there, we just walked around and talked and stuff. God im so in love. Right when i saw him i was smiling. Its pathetic. But i swear ive been in love with this kid for almost 3 years now. Id do anything to be with him. I mean anything. Which sucks tho is that hes the one who makes me smile, but someone else is the one whos making him smile. I wanna be the reason he smiles. But since im not i can only wait. You can say im wasting my time, i dont care, but people dont see him like i do. No matter how many times they look, they will never see what i see. Its the little things he does to make me fall for him. <3 Ive never felt like this with anyone before. Not even with scott, and everyone knew i loved him. With kyle its different, hes the first person i think about before i go to sleep, and hes the first one i think about when i wake up. Hes the one who puts that smile on my face. Sometimes i cant even fall asleep cuz hes always on my mind. I love talking to him, my heart skips whnever i hear his voice. I dont care what anyone else says, like im wasting my time, hes gonna screw me over, whatever. I'll always love him.
"He might not be perfect to anyone else..but he is to me<33"