hey!
man these last couple of days has been really cool, and funny! but at the same time crazy, i dont know......my bones hurt an are sore! i feel like i have been working out everyday or something. i feel good though, despite of other things that has happen/has been going on lately, i still feel..........like theres something missing. but eventually things will end up turning out to be good\bad again. i dont know its like an on going cycle now with this thing. i feel dead but alive at the same time.
maybe its just, that my thoughts are not all there. maybe im just mad right now because, things that are going well for other people right now, are not going good for me! wow thats pretty lame huh? but just because i have those feelings doesn't mean im a bad person. i mean i am human, and i also have emotions to exspress at the same time. i would like to not feel like im always being stepped on by people, and stop always being there for people when there not for you. it hurts but at the sametime im healing from it. well hopefully this summer ill have more time to get things togethere, and have the things happen that i would like to happen.
maybe its just, that my thoughts are not all there. maybe im just mad right now because, things that are going well for other people right now, are not going good for me! wow thats pretty lame huh? but just because i have those feelings doesn't mean im a bad person. i mean i am human, and i also have emotions to exspress at the same time. i would like to not feel like im always being stepped on by people, and stop always being there for people when there not for you. it hurts but at the sametime im healing from it. well hopefully this summer ill have more time to get things togethere, and have the things happen that i would like to happen.