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[xforever_dreamx]

i guess i dont know ware else to stand with my mother right now, if she could only she how much how i love her and that i would give up my world just to have her back the way she was. my mom is not herself, and its mentally. since her breakdown shes never been the same, nothing really matters right now to me in life right now to be honest. an theres nothing anyone can say or do to change that. my heart is breaking slow for her right now, im in tears right now writing this, because i love my mom more than anything on this earth, in to see her in pain breaks me, an its killing me. you know when you need friends the most i dont really know whos there cause everyone has there own shit to deal with sometimes.

an heather dude im sorry for giving you that look when you and bradly came into the door......bradly kinda made me smile alittle an broke my concertration...