i'LL be the greatest fan of your life <3

[xfordcountrygal]

wow.. chuy just left my house... aLisons been asLeep for a few hours now. i had a good night.. we were supposed to get drunk or whatever but im kinda glad we didnt.. me and him had a good conversation. idk now that i think of it i cant really remember exactly what he said but one of the things he told me was "yanno you don't know how much i get excited to see you.. you have nooo idea.. i'll be at work and just be thinkin damn i cant wait to see her" it was sweet.. and his mom i guess when she met me told him... "i can tell this one's gunna be around for awhile... chuy follow your heart" .. i thought that was kinda cute. <3 idk.. i can't go to sleep.. as sweet as he is i know hes hiding shit from me that i know about.. but he doesn't know i know. its kinda hard to explain or understand because i dont really want to discuss it on here but idk... lets just say i need to straighten his ass up. well by now its almost 5 oclock in the morning.. i've been tryin to write this damn entry and i keep getting side tracked... but idk... its 5 oclock now and i'm still not tired alisons waking up in 7 hours so idk... i work from 4:30-9:30 i might go out to lunch with chuy or something we'll see..

PS... thanks to aLison for being there and putting up with my dumbass <3 love you girLie

outs niggs..