and i'm done!!!!
Wow....Tonight sucked! After one of thee best weekends ever. It always happens like that. Oh well, strength in character right?! Wow.
I seriously have been back and forth with a decision for a while. I didn't really even know how to deal with it. I would say something, and feel another. I hated it! I was still after the same goal i had been after for a long time, and tonight i'm done. I'm over this feeling! I'm over caring about it. I hate lies, and i hate when people think they can fool me! Seriously i don't think anyone knows who i've dealt with in my life!!!! I dealt with the master of liars, my dad. I learned when people are munipulating, and when people aren't. I guess i just didnt know when people meant something!!!! I took too many empty words to heart. I guess thats when travis and josh say "Guard your heart!" i didn't, with my dad or anyone else..... I guess i expect the most outta some people....and end up getting hurt!!! I hate it..
Oh well...YOu experience, and you move on. I'm done...Over, and out. Thank you for all who stopped by, and hugged me, and prayed for me! i love you all!!!
I seriously have been back and forth with a decision for a while. I didn't really even know how to deal with it. I would say something, and feel another. I hated it! I was still after the same goal i had been after for a long time, and tonight i'm done. I'm over this feeling! I'm over caring about it. I hate lies, and i hate when people think they can fool me! Seriously i don't think anyone knows who i've dealt with in my life!!!! I dealt with the master of liars, my dad. I learned when people are munipulating, and when people aren't. I guess i just didnt know when people meant something!!!! I took too many empty words to heart. I guess thats when travis and josh say "Guard your heart!" i didn't, with my dad or anyone else..... I guess i expect the most outta some people....and end up getting hurt!!! I hate it..
Oh well...YOu experience, and you move on. I'm done...Over, and out. Thank you for all who stopped by, and hugged me, and prayed for me! i love you all!!!