God is good....

Jan 08, 2004 00:44

I'm starting to feel a lot better about some things in my life!!!
The past 2 weeks have been kinda tortureous for me, and i havent been understanding a lot of it. None the less, I knew that this was all part of God's plan, but it was tough to get through a lot of it. I am someone who really can't stand change at all, and if you know me, then u'll understand. It's something that is so hard for me to deal with. But after tonight, i'm getting better. I realize that my life could be so much worse, and even though some people in my life are making some dumb decisions, i have to focus on myself. Focusing on them, and their problems, only gets me more worked up, and farther from God. I realized that everyone in my family is completely different, and i have to work on me. I have done all i can do, now it's up to all of them to just keep going. And as for all this friends changing business, it's hard i know. but tonight i was on the phone with a friend, for 2 1/2 hours, just talking and praying ...and they made me realize so much stuff. Honestly i am gonna have a life. My teenage years are soon to end *literally* i'll be 19 in less than a month, and who knows where God is going to lead me. This is the main time in my life to step up, and get closer to God. I'm so thankful for all of you who have been praying for me. Sean, Jamie, cello, britt,brandy etc!!! you guys are all so great. Thank you.

Honestly i love you all so much, and i dont know what i would do w/out all of my friends.

God is soooo good.

i wanna go to that doctrine class thing in nuevo, i hope i can next week. I love you all!!!!!!!!
xoxoxox
-Brittz
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