update already
I just wrote less than two months ago but who cares. Let's sum things up. Bought a new laptop which is very small and very quiet, went to Utah and had an amazing fucking time and made some great friends from everywhere but here, turned 30, started one of the most demanding college classes of my life and made arrangements to leave the best job I've ever had for another internal position. I'm pretty tired but I'll start with Utah. It was only 4 days and I was miserable from the dry air but I still loved it there. I got to exhale for the first time this year. I have a real bond with these Hydro people. It's like Carol (one of my new friends) says about another friend Amber "they make me laugh and cry all at the same time". I probably said something similar after the last one (have to go back and read it) but there was this little boy in a wheel chair and he couldn't really cry but he just made these grunt noises. He was in some of the sessions with his parents and near me in the group photo and every time he did that it just ripped my heart out. So sad to me. I realize I was probably one shitty doctor away from being that boy. I don't know his history but I do know it was my good doctors that made a world of difference for me. Anyway, the mountains there were so amazing. I could NOT get over the view. I never did after 4 days. Just kept taking lots of pictures. I had a nice birthday a week later and got an acoustic guitar. It's very nice and I've been trying to learn it. I've learned 6 notes on two strings. We'll see how well I keep it up. This class sucks but at least I'm in a group with my friends. We've met basically every day all semester. Can't say it's doing anything for my relationship with Diana but hopefully it ending soon will help out our relationship. As far as the internal positions go, I only have one offer but I have a feeling I may get another one next week. The one close to my house is probably super stressful and the one I don't have an offer from yet sounds like a great job but it's 20 miles each way. Have a big decision to make. That's all I feel like saying right now.