pain?
it's crazy how fandom can just run your whole life - or is it just fandom? i don't know.
because one day, i wanted to be like you. i may not be in your exact situation, prime difference being that i'm fluent in korean and used to korea, but i'm a korean-american; knowing nothing but music, wanting to do nothing but music.
to see that innocence just fade away still astounds me after 33 days without you, and it will keep doing so until you're back.
all you wanted to do was make your family happy, take the load off that. to see that dream skewed...
i hate knowing all this but not being able to give anyone the proof because i can't, you know?
it just makes me mad because when this works, all the opposers will come out and say that they supported us all the way through.
but i guess it's fine, as long as we ourselves know that we have supported, unlike them. right?
i miss you, and i'm glad you're doing okay.
because one day, i wanted to be like you. i may not be in your exact situation, prime difference being that i'm fluent in korean and used to korea, but i'm a korean-american; knowing nothing but music, wanting to do nothing but music.
to see that innocence just fade away still astounds me after 33 days without you, and it will keep doing so until you're back.
all you wanted to do was make your family happy, take the load off that. to see that dream skewed...
i hate knowing all this but not being able to give anyone the proof because i can't, you know?
it just makes me mad because when this works, all the opposers will come out and say that they supported us all the way through.
but i guess it's fine, as long as we ourselves know that we have supported, unlike them. right?
i miss you, and i'm glad you're doing okay.