Dec 08, 2004 19:33
oh my god! I got a hair cut and it came out so cute i love it and then i decided that i wanted to die it to cuz i never die it and because i was ready for a new look. Sadly it did not turn out anything the way i wanted. well guess what color it is now
green/orange/red/yellow/mixed???
guess! its okay though cuz im still cute hahahaha.
anyway work has been really good this week and we get to have a christmas party on sunday and i have to buy a present for this homie cook i work with becuase i drew up his name for the gift exchange haha. He said to buy him a bottle and hell be happy haha.
i put up the christmas lights ouside for my mama today and i have to sya im proud of my work, i stil have to finish tomarrow though
(since you dont let me finish talking this is for you)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK AIM! i hate it when you try to talk to someone on aim and they fucken get mad and sign off. i cant stand that shit but yet it always happens to me. How about you let me finish saying what i want to say and ill listen to what you want to say so we can actually try to clear things up. Dont let anyone speak for me becuase they are not me! I know why things are the way they are. Sorry things arnt the way before and we arnt the way before but ever since your letter, YES YOUR LETTER! If i remeber correctly you said fuck you and dont fucken talk to me agian until you relize that im not the only imperfect one. You said im the only one who points out your imperfections all the time and im the one who makes you think to much. Well sorry you feel that way about me becuase i never tried to make you feel like that i neveer try to make you feel like im perfect and your not. wtf do i always tell you when you call me saying all this sad shit i try to turn your negativity to something positive, i want you to be happy not for me for you, for yourself. yeah there is one part of me that gets fed up with hearing your shit but hey thats why we are friends and we listen to each other but at the same time i hear the story over and over and over and nothing new but that still wouldnt be the reason why we arnt the same. im not the going to be the one to make you overthink and point out your inperfections so i was just going to let you talk to me when you were ready. my mom even told me one time you came and said you didnt think we were going to be firends anymore and that you werent going to tell me anything anymore so thats when i said so be it and i wasnt going to force you to be my friend or tell me anything. i was even surprised that you called me when that insident happend becuase even though it was a biug deal i didnt think youd give a shit becuase we already not talking and you had already told me not to fucken talk to you. but think what you want, analyse this how you want, make your own accuisations but im telling you right now this is how it is and its coming strait form me not anyone else and i have no reason to fucken lie or sugarcoat it so believe me if you want if not then at least i know i said what i needed to say.