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day six.
some days it's really hard to make myself actually get out of bed. today was one of those days and unfortunately i didn't win. i'm scared of my future. i've fallen out of love with my career choice and this makes me a bit sad. i know it's because of where i am right now in my personal life that's causing this. but part of the reason i moved away was because i was tired of just talking about how i wanted something different out of life. maybe i need to apply the same to what i want to do with the rest of my life. we'll see what happens in the next six months. that may be all i have left in me with this career - unless something in my direct upper management changes.
in other news i believe i found a "date" to carnegie hall. an acquaintance from RVA that i met at my first fest actually - paige - lives in ny now and she and i are going to get all dressed up to go hear mr. jason gruber sing. i'm pretty ecstatic over this.
tonight was trivia with karen and patrick then we went to meet up with joe and jess who are by far my favorite couple ever! tomorrow night is american idol night 1 this week... it's the top 12 yo. i mean - this is when things "get serious".
some days it's really hard to make myself actually get out of bed. today was one of those days and unfortunately i didn't win. i'm scared of my future. i've fallen out of love with my career choice and this makes me a bit sad. i know it's because of where i am right now in my personal life that's causing this. but part of the reason i moved away was because i was tired of just talking about how i wanted something different out of life. maybe i need to apply the same to what i want to do with the rest of my life. we'll see what happens in the next six months. that may be all i have left in me with this career - unless something in my direct upper management changes.
in other news i believe i found a "date" to carnegie hall. an acquaintance from RVA that i met at my first fest actually - paige - lives in ny now and she and i are going to get all dressed up to go hear mr. jason gruber sing. i'm pretty ecstatic over this.
tonight was trivia with karen and patrick then we went to meet up with joe and jess who are by far my favorite couple ever! tomorrow night is american idol night 1 this week... it's the top 12 yo. i mean - this is when things "get serious".