Up yours...and y ours...and yours too but especially YOURs
Yeah so I thought alot today...did have fun today despite the way I thought it would go and how it did go...I probably had more fun than I would have any other way....((I must confess that its kill me..taking control))...so yeah I d k...I just think I need to scream. I mean...I can't even get the words out on here. Sad isn't it? The people I do decide to confide in grew significantly and the sad part is... As of ten fifty pm tonight...right now...only one of them is really here to listen. I think she is the only one who actually gets it. I hate how the more and more I think Im fine and that a different guy will actually be different and treat me with some type of respect its like bam...they might not all be as bad as pat but hey at least he did what he wanted...the rest of them just think about doing it....that sounds twisted and sick but all of them are the same anyway....don't ever ever try to get close to me again...anyone...seriously...friends...guys....nothing...I am so closed off from now on....you know do your whole thing...life your life and I will say hi and I will say bye and I will hanogut with u and I will talk to you..but don't expect anything...don't expect me to feel safe or anyting beyond somewhat friendly.... Im done...I am....ya know...this day really did end on a bad note...I think phone calls after a certain time should be forbidden...maybe after they are more than a week over due? and they are as messed up as the person is? yeah...sounds about right...ask me for a favor guys and ya know what Ill be saying inside???? up yours