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Don't judge what you don't know...Walk a day in my shoes and then continue to whisper behind my back...Take a glimpse of the pain I am feeling, just a glimpse, an insy winsy glimpse, and tell me you wont be f*d up...Be petty and you be wilder or conservative or caddy or sweet.Be w.e you want to be but just don't judge me until you actually know me...and understand my life...then explain it to me cuz I sure don't get it.
Thanks for the calls this weekend if you gave them...I probably didn't answer...wasn't able to or just not in the mood...I might have returned them or not...I love you guys though cuz even if you don't understand, you just care enough to try.
---I may seem bitter or hateful or just plain nasty...I am a little bit of all those things but mostly I am just tired and defeated. If what you wanted was to see me crumble then you sure got your wish. And maybe your life actually benefits from this torture. I've been told before that it has, yet always refused to believe it. I mean, why would it? You didn't cause this, but you made sure I didn't get relief and that I didn't get a moment of fun. You made sure I felt worse and worse and would not be there...no phone call...no nothing...Well thanks...hope you're as happy as you're pretending to be does it hurt? When you think about me and how broken my heart is?...broken hearts are the last thing from my mind..broken and battered soul....yea that would be a better phrase for the song---
Thanks for the calls this weekend if you gave them...I probably didn't answer...wasn't able to or just not in the mood...I might have returned them or not...I love you guys though cuz even if you don't understand, you just care enough to try.
---I may seem bitter or hateful or just plain nasty...I am a little bit of all those things but mostly I am just tired and defeated. If what you wanted was to see me crumble then you sure got your wish. And maybe your life actually benefits from this torture. I've been told before that it has, yet always refused to believe it. I mean, why would it? You didn't cause this, but you made sure I didn't get relief and that I didn't get a moment of fun. You made sure I felt worse and worse and would not be there...no phone call...no nothing...Well thanks...hope you're as happy as you're pretending to be does it hurt? When you think about me and how broken my heart is?...broken hearts are the last thing from my mind..broken and battered soul....yea that would be a better phrase for the song---