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Unproductive weekend...Had so much time to get everything done and yet....not enough feeling to do it...I have no strength....Last night I am so happy they forced me out of the house...LIke I acted like I wanted to go out and I actually got dressed did my makeup and hair like a normal human being and then I just layed back down and slept and watched tv like the rest of the weekend...But when they showed up at my house five mins before the parents came home...it made me laugh and feel like people who dont even understand my life right now...who have no idea that anything has been wrong...still care enough to come find me when I dont answer my phone..lol it was pretty cool...specially when hol and alyssa joined after work...my two girls who get me...lol...well katie does too and she stopped by yesterday too to chill whne I looked like a ghost still...lol I love my friends....and Starr...lol shes awesome too....hmmmm....physics...calc...yea eng...hmm something should be attempted?
..Sometimes the hardest things in life..Are the things we have to do..
..Sometimes the hardest things in life..Are the things we have to do..