Your giving up on me
man, life is great these days, i dont know what more i could ask for, ive met some awesome kids, got the best friends in the world, and im sober...i mean wow, right now, im on that pink cloud, where everything in the world just seems right, and everything is in its perfect place..it wont always be like this, i know ill have my ups and downs, but the important thing is, i know no matter what i come up against, that i can walk out on the other side..and thats a really freeing feeling...my mom called me today...a lot of drama, i told her that she is really fuckin up, and that the choices shes making are ruining her relationship with her family and I...i told her how i felt and asked her to think about it and call me when shes got her head on straight, shes obviously not thinking to well now, shes chosen a asshole alcoholic boyfriend over her family, i dont have ne expectations but i hope she comes around...dropped off a few aplications today, the manager from boston market is a dick, ill kill in right in the face, maybe even in the nose, saw some old buddys, sam, sara, danny, B, vd, evan..it was cool, those kids are still crazy..went and played ball, my dads really good friend(ive known him for 9 years) his baby, saw meand was all like Tony!!! and ran up and hugged and kissed me and showed me her dolls and looked at me and swong her arms up and said "up" it was so adorable it made my day, i met this really cool girl ary, been talkin to her a bit...but thats really about it for me...
Later
"I cant reason with you, I speak words you cant hear"
Later
"I cant reason with you, I speak words you cant hear"